Friday, October 16, 2009

Life's short,live well

I'm back home again
i decided to pay home a visit since friday and monday classes are cancelled.
oh btw,Happy Deepavali;)

i got kinda emo just a couple of hours ago..granny's back here
and she's unusually pale looking.
she look so weak that it hurts so much to look at her
i received a call from mom last week telling me that granny blacked out in the middle of the road
when she was on her way back to work
i was all teared up,trying hard 2 hold back my tears
i didnt want to draw attention from my housemates
i just needed to run away to some place where no one can find me
and weep like a baby

i dont want to be consoled by anyone nor be bombarded by a series of questions asking how am i
u wouldnt know how hard it is to hold on when u're million miles away from home
and there's someone u love so much is in serious deep shit kinda condition
u just want to head home that instant but u just cant
now that i'm back home,the feeling's just weird
it's like a mixture of happiness and sadness
i dont know,its hard to tell
life's never easy huh
=(

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on another note,i am REALLY ANGRY
u know why
guess wat,i havent get my salary yet!
it's been freaking 4 months
wtf!!
i've been calling school almost eveyday asking bout the salary
and all they do is give me stupid excuses
now i'm all fed up that i gave up calling them
i'm so broke okay..been spending much
i cant resist! why is there so many pretty clothes and bags in Batu Pahat
and they're like real cheap compared to KL
T.T
forgive me..=(
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oh yea,i was busy the whole day yesterday
went for the 9am class but it was cancelled
wtf


so we decided to head to Zen Xin organic park for our morale community project
we were supposed to do a research on organic vege and fruits.



sory,i was kinda having the same pose for every pics taken.LOL

ber ber!


siew lee,my roomate!

yin qian,my second roomate!


i was HAPPYYY. with yvonne=)


su mei



me with the dragonfruit plant

dragonfruit juice.it's organic ;)


me holding the dragonfruit

after the visit,we actually drove up to Kluang-Siew Lee's hometown
and went for a Karaoke session
ahha
2hours for RM2 man
wth,damn cheap i can cry =p
and the facilities are not bad. so damn worthy
at night we were supposed to go for the Mid Autumn Festival organized by the Chinese Association
we were all dead tired by then and were reluctant to attend the event
but then we already bought the tickets.cost us rm4
in the end, we went and guess wat
we enjoyed so much!
the per4mances were really really interesting.*thumbs up*


us with the tanglung


i look surprisingly tall here.
was wearing my wedges and i was standing on the stairs



thts bout it..
will blog more tmr=)

1 comment:

Jason Lee said...

so...
you paid rm2 just to cry inside lar? damn worth weihhh that Karaoke lolx !

fuiyo, u are such an emotional girl... :D