am i not good enough?

how many times will it take for me to get it right?

last sem's result proved me wrong.

i thought i could easily excel my studies.

i did my assignments and handed in on time, revised the subjects before every tests and exams.

but all of that doesnt seem enough.my cgpa dropped like hell.

and with two of the subjects' results out now,i have a feeling my result won't be as good as expected.

why is this happening? am i not good enough?

its like no matter how hard i try my grades just keep dropping and it disappointed me each n every time i check on my result.

i used to be anticipating for my result to be released.but not anymore, i am reluctant to know how i did for almost every subject

=(

Holidayyyyyyy

4 MONTHS BREAK BABYYYYY
:))

I'm all about your heart

I miss you
more than words can say
:(

I-LOVE-SUNDAY!

i love bubble milk tea!

more like weekends.
it's when i get to chill at home with my family :)
made these on Friday.




gave 'em to HX babe and B:)


it turned out not as tasty as expected. still,it looks good!

so i had this infection on my eye last tuesday.
it was terrible.one of my eyes is so small and i looked like i got punched by someone.
so i decided to make a trip back home and went for the doctor.
luckily it's getting better now. :)

went down town to celebrate one of my coursemate's bday.

Yvonne

Cathryn :)

the roomates :)

my darling Bernice!

<3

till then,
HAPPY SUNDAY

XX

Hot Air Balloon Fiesta 2011

Yesh! I WAS THERE!

in fact i was there twice.
went there on Saturday evening but the weather was being a bitch
it rained earlier and so when we reached there,
the place was all covered in mud and it was pretty hard to walk around
there weren't really many hot air balloons there.less than expected actually
especially Darth Vader and Doraemon!
i cant believe i missed both of these hot air balloons
which are said to be the most highlighted ones
:(

didn't really get nice shots of the balloons on the 1st day
cuz of the sucky weather
managed to take these few shots though

this seem like a cat to me :)

a clownish balloon and the other one was from French
but the design was juz so-so

people mountain people sea


nevertheless,i got this Spongebob balloon!
it's for my sis actually. :P

went there the next morning
as u can see,the shine was shining brightly!
i love the weather.it makes the whole mood brightened up :))

one of my fav shots :)

Colourful balloons are the love <3

looking forward for the next Hot Air Ballon Fiesta
=)

do you see what i see

life's been so hectic for me lately
just finished off with two tests and another coming up tomorrow.
not to mention,3 more assignments due before finals.
oh and Bruno Mars is coming to Malaysiaaaaa!
i really wish to go.hopefully i can get free tickets.lol


notice how i'm posting up these pics?
cuz i was having a good hair day.
was out for a tea break with mumsy n sissy.
nothing much to update on lately.
life's been pretty much the same routine everyday


PEACE OUT

:)


XX

when the wind blows

song i have been playing and playing all day long
:))


i wish someone like this exist in my life

xx

u had me at HELO

helo helo :))
these has got to be my latest favourite camwhore pics

IMY =(

<3>it's been almost a week now since one of my besties Eileen flew off to Aussie
I missed her so much =(
life's definitely gona be quiet and lonely without u in KL my dear
as she is always there whenever i need a friend to go shopping with
or any outing at all.
and most of all,she will always be there whenever i need someone to lean on to.
best of luck to u my dear and seriously,GET BACK TO MSIA NEXT YEAR!!
dont postpone your stay there T.T

so last Saturday was the annual celebration for CNY at my uni
borrowed the cheongsam from a friend.
i personally loved the design cause it's slightly different from the usual cheongsam
but some of my friend said i looked like i was going off for a wedding or something cause i looked like a bride.lol



got my hair fixed at one of the saloons nearby.it was sponsored.hehe
as u can see from the picture,i got my hair curled and tied up.
don't really fancy this type of hairstyle but anyhow its for the event's sake.
definitely not gona have this kind of hairstyle for real.

my darling bernice :)

today's the last day of CNY already.how time flies :(
oh and the weather is insanely hot lately.



craving for this now! =p

Unreadable Minds

Lately I've been having much thoughts on my mind.
how does one really adapt to the surroundings and environment around them?
Two years into staying outside with friends instead of family,I've learned so much about getting along with people.
It's just a matter of time really.until you figure out a person from head to toe.
from the way she eats to the way she sleep.and also to the extent of the way she bath.haha
sometimes i get kinda uncomfortable living under one roof with someone who isn't your family.
there isn't much privacy left and i feel so vulnerable and fragile.
the minute u let your guards down and leave your comfort zone is the minute u will get yourself hurt anytime.
it's not about the issue of trust or anything.but sometimes I'd rather keep everything to myself than to spill it all out to someone else.
to be frank,i am afraid of being judged by others.of the way i think and speak.
i know it's not appropriate to hold back and be someone I'm not.
but that's just how i communicate with people around me. i'd rather be someone i'm not than to say something offensive. =/
As I've mentioned before,i ought to be someone shy and quiet.i find it hard to think of topics to talk to someone. it's like i would run out of words to say so it's kinda difficult for me to hold a conversation for more than 15mins. sucks big time. which is why most of the time,i choose to travel alone. i would rather take the 3hrs bus alone than to have a friend sitting beside me.because by then i would have to think of something to talk about in order to decrease the awkwardness. I'm weird i know.

oh well,i think i'll probably improve myself by the time i start working.the drama really starts by then.i'll have more things to mumble about and more thoughts running through my mind.
it's a Public Holiday tmr.heading out shopping with the housemates.hopefully i can grab something nice for CNY cause there isnt much time left for shopping!

XX

Aussie here i come

Dinner at Pavillion

YES IT IS OFFICIAL!
im flying to Aussie this coming Sept! wheee =D
its gona be so awesome cuz its a 9days trip with the bunch.traveling overseas without my parents for the 2nd time after Spore.=)


been camwhoring so much with the new DSLR
and i am hooked on Photoscape.the edits are so much nicer.
it makes the ori photo alot like those taken by Lomo =)
these are some of the photos taken at home and edited with Photoscape.
not bad eh?






classes have started like usual. idk why but i feel like i dont belong here anymore.
everything just doesnt feel right.=/
i am so eager to head home every weekend despite the fact that my class ends at 5pm on Friday.
how pathetic is that.i've been hoping and hoping so much that the 3pm class on Friday can be changed to other time of the week.well,atleast i can head home after 12pm on Fri.
T.T
looks like my wish isnt gona come true anyway.oh screw it.
on a brighter side,CNY is coming real soon like less than 2 weeks time.
YAY! =D

candid shot in Genting

there comes a time when i start to miss the old days so much.
its so overwhelming that i feel like crawling in bed and cry myself to sleep at night.
the other day i was traveling from home back to uni.i was sitting in the bus when a group of high school students came up.i just sat there listening to them complaining about their homework and gossiping about their friends.u know,typical high school students.
it struck me how i used to be like that few years ago.
where there were so much freedom in my life.and things used to be so simple and easy.even if things go wrong at school,i would still have someone to listen to me at home. i can just run back and rant to my mum.
but now,i have no one to run to when i'm having the shittiest day ever.
even though it's just a phone call away but it's nothing compared to having someone to hold and comfort u whenever u're in need. SIGH~




i should stop bitching about my life already.
sorry for spamming this post with photos.especially edited ones.
teehee =D
be back soon!

directionless

i sincerely hope that the lights will guide me

p.s: photo taken by my brand new Canon 550D =)

what i've been up to

NYE geek party -31st Dec 2010

Richie's 21st-29th Dec 2010

Malacca-2nd Jan 2011