Sunday, January 27, 2008


'this is an SOS'
whoaaa..damn tired weih..been running up n down,in n out
guess wat,CNY's in less than 2 weeks time
n as usual,all the Cina families are used 2 cleaning their houses
my family's not excluded from the list
gone were my weekends,my study time,my tidor hour...=(
i have too many stuff to deal with..
rumah biru,Choir,Stress thingy...not forgetting EXAMMMMMM =.=

btw btw,i wana thank TY..for voting me on Superlatives in Facebook!
oh well,i really hv a good taste in music don't i?
*okla,damn perasan la*
but still,no doubt u just cant deny it..=P
speaking of good music,
i hv a list of ass-kicking tracks:

1. Teardrops on my guitar- Taylor Swift (the radio-pop-mix)
2. Bleeding Love-Leona Lewis
3. Breathless-Shyane Ward
4. Tongue Tied-Faber Drive
5. Sorry-Buckcherry
6. Wheel Of the World-Carrie Underwood
7. Time that's left-Mark Schultz
8. Better that we break-Maroon 5
9. With You-Chris Brown
10. I Learned from you-Miley Cyrus ft Billy Ray Cyrus

hr's 10 so far.there will be more coming soon =D

i'll sign off now

save me,

Friday, January 25, 2008

this isnt right

i was really really sad when CK broke the news to me
Heath Ledger is dead??!
i didnt see tht coming.
i was stunned...
although i was never really a huge fan of his..
but i was indeed a fan of a couple of his movies.
Patriot,10things i hate about u,Casanova.
i'm gonna miss you =(

the other morning i was driving me n my sis 2 sch
and i had this Mark Schultz song playing on the stereo.
'Time That is Left' was the song
it touched me so much that i almost felt like crying
i then had the sudden urge to msg my 3 besties.
i didn't really contact them lately n i miss them badly
just a single message brightens up one's day.

i don't know wth was with bee today
he was acting really really weird
i cant' believe that he actually scolded CH in front of everyone
and all he did was just asking me about maths text -.-
sometimes i don't know if he's being over protective or not..
its just that,i don't like seeing him acting like a 2-yrs-old
but in the end,i just realized that i meant a lot to him.

cant be long here..till then,ciao~


Sunday, January 20, 2008

TAGGED! by tsing =.=

-----------• × • A L L A B O U T M E • × •--------------

Name: Shirley
Single or taken:Taken by another human being
Gender: Female
Birthday: 15/12/1989
Sign: Sagittarius
Hair color: Black
Eye color: Brown
Height: not too sure.160cm+
Are you straight/bisexual/gay?: Straight, confirmed

-----------• × • F A S H I O N S T U F F • × •--------------

Where is your favorite place to shop for clothes?: PDI
Favorite designer?: no specific preference
What is your sexiest outfit?: bikini
What is your most comfortable outfit?: T-shirt and shorts
What do you usually wear?: Ts,shorts

--------------• × • S P E C I F I C S • × • -------------------

What kind of shampoo do you use?: special shampoo for straightened hair
What are you listening to right now: Bleeding Love by Leona Lewis
Who is the last person that called you?: Bee
How many buddies are online right now?: 11 nia

-------------• × • F A V O R I T E S • × •-----------------

Foods: Pan mee, kon lo mee,chic chop
Girls names: none
Boys names: Patrick Dempsey? lol
Subjects in school: fav sub in sch wud be far =0
Animals: horse

----------------• × • H A V E Y O U E V E R • × •-------------

Given anyone a bath?: yes,my cousin
Smoked?: NOPE,never will
Bungee jumped?: No. But i so wana try!
Skinny dipped?: No.
Ever been in love?: Yes.
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: Nah..not tht i can remember
Pictured your crush naked?: No,im not tht insane
Actually seen your crush naked?: Hell no!
Cried when someone died?: Yes
Lied?: err..yes
Fallen for your best friend?: yes.
Rejected someone?: Yes.
Done something you regret?: I did

------------• × • C U R R E N T • × •---------------

Clothes: T-shirt and shorts
Music:You raise me up (Lena Park version)
Smell: i cant smell anythin.LOL
Desktop picture: Mt Kinabalu
Cd in player: None
DVD in player: None

----------------• × • L A S T P E R S O N • × •----------------------

You touched: Sis.was teaching her on add math
Hugged: Bee
You IMed: none
You yelled at: Mom..i was being rude.mind me ><
You kissed: bee

---------------• × • A R E Y O U • × •---------------------

Understanding: most of the time,yes
Open-minded: kinda
Arrogant: er..not really
Insecure: yea,i do feel it sumtimes
Random: hahaha..dont think so
Smart: okok lar.boleh tahan
Moody: u mean right now? i am kinda moody coz i juz cant seem 2 get the study mood!!!
Organized: quite
Healthy: i think i am
Shy: most of the time..especially when dealing wif strangers
Difficult: nah
Bored easily: haha..i can be
Obsessed: with cute rock dude? yes i am! xD
Sad: no im not!
Happy: Whenever things go right.
Hyper : lol.yes when i am thrilled
Trusting: Yeap,u can trust me wif ur dirty lil secrets ;)

---------• × • W H O D O Y O U W A N N A • × •--------

Kill?: haha..dont worry,u're safe wif me
Slap?: No one
Get really wasted with?: my besties! i miss themm
Get high with: winnie,xin,eileen,yung!!
Talk to offline: ppl tht i miss
Talk to online: dont intend 2 go online lately
Sex it up with: ....*my lips is sealed*

------------------• × • R A N D O M • × •---------------------

In the morning I: wake up lying on my bed starring at the ceiling tuning in to FlyFm
Love is: when u smile early in the morning with that special someone on ur mind.
I dream about: being a pop star XD
Sexual preference: Female,still
What do you notice first in the opposite sex you're into: smile

---------------• × • W H I C H I S B E T T E R • × ---------------

Coke or Pepsi: neither.i dont like carbonated drinks
Flowers or candy:flowers.i dont like sweet stuffs
Tall or short: Tall.ur outstanding being tall =)

---------------• × • W H O • × • ---------------

Makes you laugh the most: bee
Makes you smile: still him,bee
Gives you a funny feeling when you see him/her: Mr Bean? lol

--------------• × • D O Y O U E V E R • × •-----------------

Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: yes
Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: happy being who i am
Wish you were younger: yes

-----------• × • N U M B E R • × •--------------

Of times I have had my heart broken: er..tons
Of hearts I have broken: not too
Of guys I've kissed: 1 only
Of girls I've kissed: 1,my mum
Of CD's I own: more than 10
Of scars on my body: more than 5

Phew....thts bout done wif the tag! im not gona tag anyone coz i noe i wont get any reply.haha..

p/s:hr's to u,Tsing=)

gtg now

Thursday, January 10, 2008


Ever wonder
if there's a world out there
somewhere where all of your wildest fantasies lie in?
the place where you could be as free-living as ever
with absolutely nothing to worry about?
where u can run around naked screaming on the top of your lungs
and no one seems to care a damn thing about it?
its always the time when it comes to us losing someone or something
that we loved
and to not realize how much it means to us
till we lose everything but tears.
Death always do us part.I fear death more than anything in this world.
when you're dead,you're soulless
and you no longer exist.
how much it hurts to lose touch with the ones we loved
so i tell myself to live life to the fullest,
try out everything,don't be afraid to
even if it takes up all of ur courage
remember,there's only once
One Chance One Life
there's no second chance nor turning back
Dont hate anyone
as you'll soon to realize
that they're just human living with the same rights as u
Learn to forgive
Treasure your family
Try your very best to show them how much u care for them everyday
Friends are like roses
they share your ugliest and most embarrassing secrets
However,true friends are to laugh about it
AND then keep it to themselves
You are who you are in front of your best friends
There's no need to pretend to be someone you're not
as true friends always understand
You are to be frank and loyal
Don't be selfish
cause you might not know how much that little help of yours
means to those in need.

guys,all of these thoughts..they just came through my mind all of a sudden after watching Bridge to Terabithia.
you can imagine how great the movie is already,do u?

Wednesday, January 9, 2008

sch starts

its d final secondary b ending my 7 secondary yrs in 10months time
talking bout d beginning..everythin seems fine but not Pn Lim nor our classroom.
1st of all,Pn Lim was reli rude when she practically 'scolded' bee for not paying d sch a teacher,she shud b a lil more considerate when it comes 2 cases like tis.of coz he wil pay,but juz not on time.sigh..dun understand y..wil not elaborate more.

2ndly,our classroom..real sucky.too small la weih.40+ pupils stucked in a class wif only one,thrs only 1 horse power == AND the windows r all sealed.cant even open a single window.bloody hell.i'd rather hv a simple,non air conditioned classroom lo..having 2 pay for d air-cond,i dont think we're getting wat we're paying for anyway.SIGH~

sch starts,lots of things 2 catch up hse,mr Teng's math,De-Tensione thingy...etc etc etc........guess im gona be bz all over again

new band alert:::: Faber Drive
real cool.nice song=)

kinda moody,

Tuesday, January 1, 2008

sabah trip

shout out:Happy New Year!!

whoa..i've got too many 2 blog upload more pics 2 go along my stories=)
ok,so hr it goes
basically,the 1st stop of d trip: Tanjung Aru beach
its juz 15mins drive from my granny's hse..we dont get tht in KL.d nearest beach 2 us hr is d dirty old Port Klang =.=

d sunset was amusing

next:bday celebration
so basically thrs 5 dec babies in our granny,both cousins Mag n Esh,my dad plus me.but dad wasnt in KK yet so we celebrated without him.Esh invited 20+ of his frens== n i have none of my frens thr..=( talking bout d presents tht he received tht nite..wah..i almost sob when i saw them..LOADS of presents weih..ish!

stupid esh wif his presents

dec babies

sisters wif mummy

i juz love her so much

and then:Mamutik Island
tis is one of d 5 islands of Tunku Abdul Rahman national park.d island was a perfect getaway as d sand was soft n d sea was clear wif loads of fishes n corals.i enjoyed snorkelling n sunbathing thr.

later on:Mt Kinabalu
tis is one of d destination tht we wudnt miss visiting every time we're bac in sabah.
as u all noe,Mt Kinabalu's d highest in South East Asia..its our very own 'Everest'.d view was reli nice n we stayed overnite thr in one of d chalets.

5ish in d morning

org giler

d other day dad decided to visit d Kundasang War Memorial..however,i was too bz taking pics 2 take note of d history thr >< so dont ask me wat d memorial was bout..hehe


dont even ask wat we were trying 2 do wif d flag pole


LOL..notice d sign? its ok if u got fined coz ul be getting a TV anyway xD
how dumb

even grass speaks

final stop:The Mogindol& extended family gathering
tis is the only party whr all of d family related 2 Mogindol r present.My grandma's one of d Mogindols so eventually i attended tis party.N of coz,i was awarded 100bux for my Spm achievement=)

those were d highlights of my 19days trip.i hv 2 say tht i miss it..reli..had lotsa fun thr.i miss my cousins,aunties,uncles,granny...oh well,im glad tht i tagged along wif my family.=)

thts all for now,