Revived

I hope everyday's a cloudy day

I am truly sorry for the lack of updates peeps.

almost 3 months! thts seriously the longest time i've abandoned my blog ever.

=((

loving my outfit.straw hats FTW :))

anyways,life have been good for me.

i'm on a 3 weeks study break actually.heading back to Johore on 22nd Nov for my finals.

truth is, i am currently on the 2nd week of study break now.i still have zero progression on my revision mission.OMG.how phail is that???

i hv zero motivation and will to get started on my revision.what to do lahhh

i realised i'm addicted to camwhoring

gosh,the more i blog about.the more i realise i've missed out

on so many updates!

thrs so many things i'd love to share but i dont think i can squeeze it all in a post.

nevermind that,i'll take my time.hehe

so the other day i was at my mum's fren's house on Deepavali Day.

and one of her frens started asking me bout whr i was studying yadayada

idk why but i felt so embarassed.i actually felt embarassed of telling people that i was studying at the local U.infact, an infamous one.

well,i should be frank bout this.

I SCREWED UP MY STPM AND I HV NO EXTRA CASH FOR COLLEGE THTS WHY I AM FREAKING STUCKED IN A LOUSY LOCAL UNI WHILE PEOPLE IS LEAVING THE COUNTRY AND WILL HAVE BETTER QUALIFICATIONS THAN ME FEW YEARS LATER.

thts my life.and thts the path i chose.

thrs no turning back and all.

what if i drop out of local U now and go for college?

is that possible? cause u know why?

i am freaking bored of it.when people ask me where am i st

udying and wat course i am doing now

i dont feel proud at all to tel them where exactly i am.

so sometimes it makes me wonder, why do we ( those

who did form 6) have to study our ass off to compete with the Matriculations just to secure a place in the goverment uni when our government uni itself is not even comparable to universities of a country which is just next door(Spore)?

movie with z parents :)

No seriously, i dont understand how people can say going for STPM can actually make one wiser and have more maturity.cuz its juz plain bull shit. it's a total waste of time.

i am a perfect example of this scenario. i flunked my STPM and see whr i am now when my besties are living a better life across the ocean,right down under.

sory bout the rants.but these are the things that are stucked in my mind till this very day.

I AM DEEPLY REGRETFUL for it.

and i do not wish to tel my parents that cuz i know they'd be extremely dissapointed in me.

for i was the one who have made the decision and they were there to support me all along.

i couldn't have asked for more.

Rojak SS15, seriously best rojak ever!

all in all,i am stuck in this mess.i am gona clean it all up!

imma start revising for my finals and hopefully a satisfying CGPA this sem :))

til then,

XOXO