confession..

i'm missing sumthing real n i need sum1 who really sees me..i've often wondered if love's juz an illusion..juz 2 get u through the loneliest days..i cant criticize it,i had no hesitations.my imagination juz stole me away..
Love's for a lifetime,not for a moment..so how could i possibly throw it away? i'm only human n nights grow colder with no one to love me that way..but yet i'm holding on to sumthing that i dont know why i tried..and now i'm itching for the tall grass and longing for the breeze..i need to step outside just to see if i can breathe..




i'm walking on a tightrope..i'm wrapped up in vines..i think i'll make it out but i need time,strike me down wif lightning,let me feel u in my veins coz i wana let u noe how much i feel your pain..your voice was the soundtrack of my summer,do you know u're unlike any other? u'll always be my thunder..your eyes r the brightest of all the colors..i dont wana ever love another..so bring on the rain,bring on the pain..
its just me,you n my medication..love's just a chemical reaction,synthetic sensation..we're all addicted to sumthing that takes away the pain..
before i run faraway,i need to take a holiday..maybe it's a fall from grace,i just gotta find a new place.
if i could have u back again,i'd reconsider..on the other hand it would be better to have a life without the constant indecision over..
i'm telling u that i would sail oceans,to get a glimpse of how u feel..