i need a job!!!

omg omg
almost everyone is employed except me!
i didn't even realized that it's already the second last day of 2008 and i'm still jobless!
my oh my.
xin asked me to try google on JobStreet. but the thing is i dont even know wat kind of job i'm looking for.plus,i will be away in Sabah for 10days during CNY. which company is willing to hire me when i tell them that i can just start right away but i have to apply for a 10days leave?

celebrated bee's bday yday in Italianies in The Gardens.thanks to bryan,we got rm50 off for our meal! =) the food was ok.no pictures with me now though.they're with bryan. after dinner we went Island Cafe in Kuchai for yumcha session. oh ya,i did met up with mua gals on sunday night. HaoYang joined us. Winnie was thr too! i was happy to see both eileen and her bf together.they look happy. winnie called me later that night and we chat for like 1 hour plus on the phone.it was so fun and enjoyable.so much to talk about with her.i'm gona miss her much =(

oh and i got Eclipse and Breaking Dawn! thanks to eileen, xin and yung! haha.they really do know me well.i've been wanting to get those 2 books and here they are in my hands.i'm more than grateful to my besties =D

btw,its a day away from 2009. so much to blog about this year.will sum up my 2008 tomorrow.
till then,its job hunting time. =(

toodles.

trip to Highlands

genting cable car

to start off with the trip tht was held on xmas eve, i muz say tht it was both tiring and fun
on 24th Dec 2008, me with my cousins woke up as early as 5 in the morning hoping to catch the 8am express bus to genting at KL Sentral. HOWEVER,when we arrived at the counter which was situated at 2nd floor at prolly 7am,it was still closed. but then,i saw a paper thr written:'Kaunter tutup,sila beli tiket anda di Kaunter tingkat G(ground flooor) sebelah Skyway bus.'

so then all 6 of us walked all the way to Ground floor and got nothing but a closed counter and a taxi driver trying to persuade us to take taxi instead of bus. i was damn frustrated. why would i spend 20 bux when i can save up 17bux by taking the bus. well then, something in my mind tells me to go right back up to 2nd floor again to check at the 1st counter that we've been to earlier.
so all 6 of us walked all the way up again and suprisingly,the counter was opened! BUT,we got nothing but tons of bad news. 1st,the counter lady told us that all morning trips to Genting by bus are cancelled and the earliest that we can get is 1pm! wth,1 in the afternoon? by the time we get there,the outdoor theme park will be closing soon! and so i asked if there's somewhr else that we can go for earlier buses.she told us to try Puduraya as they still hv the 10.30am tickets.so then we got into a discussion,and we decided to go Puduraya.

we took rapidKL and reached Pasar Seni.then we walked all the way to Puduraya station.and thank god when we got thr,thr were still tickets.it was 8am already.we had 2.5hours before we get to leave to Genting.so we took breakfast in the foodcourt there,lepaked and i was happy to wait for the bus as i get the time to read on my Twilight book. =)

after a 1 hour ride,we got on the cable car smoothly and finally we reached the peak at prolly 12.30pm. well,it was slightly later than planned but it was ok bcoz suprisingly the outdoor theme park was so EMPTY! can u blif it? it was xmas eve n i thought thr wud be full of ppl..It was our lucky day =D we got on rides without long queues and the best part was the weather was cooling.
we were in the theme park till 10pm! i went on lotsa rides.and what more? i get to play for more than 3times for almost every rides! i was thrilled and seriously i enjoyed so much!

so thts basically most of my story in genting.we met up wif mum&dad and the rest of the family and left genting for Cameron at 12midnight! it took us 5 hours plus til we reached Cameron at 5ish in the morning.we were all exhausted! imagine staying awake for 24hours! we bathed and slept till noon.and that was then we went for lunch and travelled around Cameron.

so much fun and laughter these few days.my cousins went back to sabah this morning.the house was quiet.so unusual.LOL. well,i do miss having them around.they bring so much fun!
but its ok,i'll be meeting them next month anyway as i'm going back to sabah during CNY=)

okie,thts about all.now's pictures time!

GENTING:

they said we look like a couple.do we? LOL

group pic 1

group pic 2

i love this pic=)

at the Spinner

at the Bumper Boat

maniacs in genting



CAMERON:

teenagers at the smoke house

at tea farm with orang giler

my cute cousin

group pic (dad was holding the camera)

camwhore partner

candid shot.i was bookworming

org giler(shot 2)

p.s: i'm sory for being selfish.i noe its ur bday and u hv all the rights to decide how it's gona be celebrated. i noe i dun hv the rights to plan every single thing for you.
i'm sory.

back!

juz got back from Genting/Cameron trip
wil blog soon.pictures wil b up too
=)

birthday....

i'm not really looking forward to this year's birthday
i dont know why..
maybe its bcoz bee's starting to work tmr so he cant spend the big day with me
and one of my best fren wil be having her final paper tmr so we have to delay our plan to Jogoya.
btw,the 50% promotion ends this fri!
so i guess i'll be at home or out shopping with mum.
so sad =(

anyways,i've been so hooked on the Gossip Girls book lately.
i haven't watch the series yet but the book is juz so juicy already.
LOL
oh ya! this thurs i'll be getting my Twilight books!! -D
not much to update bout,
will be back soon.

i hate this part

i just dont know what to say to you
i cant tell wat i want
i dont know how to express myself when everytime i do so,it juz brings ur anger
tell me wats wrong. i needa know

i guess there's nothing much left to say.


emo-ing

Twilight

*long post ahead*

OMG
i HV ANOTHER NEW LOVE!
its dear Robert Pattison.
right,so the other day which is wednesday.
me and my cousins planned to go watch Twilight the next day which is thursday
since i dont hv to wait for bee which is something unusual coz we made a promise to watch every movie together.but he doenst even seem interested in this movie and he keeps complaining how bad the movie will turn out to be.I'd decided to just go ahead without him coz i really really wanted to watch it.

so i told yih yung bout it.she was like so damn excited weih (she watched it already)
she asked if she could tag along.i was like =.=
helo? u serious? u wana watch again?
she was like yea yea,u wouldnt noe how nice the movie is.
and she was constantly saying how hot Edward aka Mr Vampire is.
i didnt really noe wat the hell was she talking about.
not till i watched it.OMG.i tell you.
i was seriously,passionately,deadly in love with the main cast,Robert and also all of the vampires in the movie.and of coz the movie too! wow,it's so much different from The Covenent (with lotsa hotties too) the plot,the storyline and all.

not to mention,my cousins which are younger than me by 2 or 3 yrs were acting real crazy in the cinema.imagine one of them keeps on telling me how she wana marry vampires in the theathre..helo,i was at 4 seats away from her.LOL. damn funny weih,i guess the ppl infront of us must've overheard us.and they must've been secretly laughing at us or they'd be damn pissed coz we kept annoying them with our sounds.

so after the show,we lepaked around Mv and the Gardens.
we decided to go check out on the Twilight books.we went MPH but to no avail,the books are all out of stock! see,how big the movie is.
if i'm not mistaken,the books were out since 2004? n now juz bcoz of the movie the books are all sold out! nvm,we headed over to Borders in Gardens. same,sold out =(
but,luckily the gal at the info counter told us about a promotion where u can pre-order the 1st 2 books out of the 4 books for just rm50! wow..its even cheaper than the original one. heh heh,see we shall never give up,always =) but the bad news is,we hv to wait for 2 weeks for the books.awwww,thts kinda long.but we'd still pre-ordered it anyway.so yeah! i had officially pre-owned 2 Twilight books! the reason why i'm still buying the books after watching the show is coz most of them says the book are nicer than the movie. wheewhoo!

oh btw, the Port Dickson trip was canceled T.T
i was really dissapointed weih.i wanted to go sooooo much.
since it's canceled,i can delay my hair-do. hehe
oh well..envy Tsing la.she gets to travel so much with her newly piano teacher look.HAHA!
anyway,Xmas is coming real soon and the decos are up in MV.but i prefer last yr's White Xmas.
i cant really tell wat is the theme for this year.there's animals..and the decos are kinda weird =.=
so here are some of the pics from yesterday (pardon me for my sucky pics)











okay,tht's all about it.
ciaoz

so done and over with!

today marks the end of stpm
well,i'm drop-dead thrilled now.
can u believe it?
its OVER!
i can say byebye to my orange PA text.haha
i'm dead tired now.needa sleep.
and i hv a list of things to do! woohoo
but im telling u,the 1st thing on the list is to clean my toilet=.=
ask my bro la.keep urging me to clean
aihz..i've been delaying it for few days. having exam ma.
whr got mood clean toilet bowl oh i ask u
T.T
so i guess every1's probably gone celebrating this joyful moment.
and i'll be staying in,cleaning my toilet bowl =(
plus i hv to wait for bee..he stil hv one paper left tmr.
so i'd better be cleaning lady now

whoa.i hv soooo much to do now tht i'm free
1st thing 1st,i wana sing K!
hell yea~
and i wana shop till i drop!!
and i wana go watch twilight
read up Gossip gals
go for hair-do
and i wana watch those korean and taiwanese drama
tht i've missed for the past few months.

and the list goes on
.
.
.
.
.


alright,gotta go clean toilet now =/

till then,stay tuned
and also,good luck to all Physics students! -o

xoxo

HAPPYDECEMBER!

wahahaha
final paper's on tmr!
after 3.45pm,i'll be freeeeee
call me anytime u want..
ask me out anytime u want
n see me online anytime u want =)
right,i'm heading to the saloon this friday.
i hv to go latest by friday coz i'm going Port Dickson next fri! =D
so i hv to get my hair done asap as i'm not allowed 2 wash my hair after re-bonding for like a week?
*yuck*
as smelly as it seems,im stil gona do it.

okay..i hv a few styles in mind.
one of them is this.but i dont hv sharp face like Paris. =/




or Rihanna's


or Miss Victoria Beckham's?





ppl,plz..i need motivation.its the final paper and im taking it as if i've finished STPM
T.T

btw, the new morning crew JJ and Ean.
Ean's good.but i miss Rudy.whr's he gone to?

okok..thts all.
wait for meee.i'll be back tmr okay *winks*

lalallalalallalalalallaa
damn retard.=.=

i dont care!

i realized tht the song on my blog are really annoying sometimes
lolz
so i've decided not to put up any songs for the time being.
i'm here juz to intro some new songs.

my fav song for the moment has gotta be
Fall Out Boys- I dont care.
hv u seen their video? its a total kick-ass video.
love em(especially Pete Wentz) =)
next is gonna be Simple Plan-Save you.
i didnt noe it was them at 1st.coz the lead vocal was sounding kinda diff in this song at the beginning.the chorus part was reli nice.

not forgetting Demi Lovato.the girl from Camp Rock.
she's changed so much since tht movie!
she's a total rock chick.check out her 'Get Back' video.
her voice is amazing.(even better than Miley Cyrus's)
no offend,i'd still like Miley's 7 things.cool song btw

oh oh..and also.the band whose Miley's bro is the lead singer.
METRO STATION!! their new single-Seventeen Forever.
realy really cool.they sound kinda like All American Rejects.
but still,its a nice song.gosh,i miss AAR.whr hv they been? T.T
its been sooo long since i last heard from em. =(

last but not least,
i'm kinda into R&B music
i'm actually into all kinds of music. but more into rock though
so anyway,the last song of the day is Chris Brown feat Keri Hilson- Superhuman
its another kick ass duet song from him. it was as good as the one he sang with Rihanna.
this is a lil diff..more emotional and oh i dunno.
it got me when i 1st heard tht song.

okay.
thts bout it.go check out those songs yeah ^^

amazing race 3

yes,
the malaysian team did not win
Ida & Tania
i thought they could win since they were at the 1st place at the beginning of this final episode T.T
well,stupid flight mistake n they came in 3rd at the end of the show
i cant believe tht sissy gayish Sam n his partner Vince won. they're the Hong Kong team btw
n Geoff and Tisha,the Philippines..they came in at 2nd
but it was a good race indeed..though we did not won

ok..i'm off now

its gona be alrite..

juz got back from saloon..
no,i did not cut my hair
juz went for a hair treatment..seriously,my hair needed some hydration
it's so dried and i hate my baby hairs ><
well,i've made a conclusion:
Expect the unexpected

from now on,i wont listen to anyone on wats coming out
coz seriously,no one knows.even God dont noe wat the hell's on the cming papers.
i hv one week break till my next paper(Math 2) on next thurs
so i hv enuff time to brush up my math 2.
n i really needa work on my paper 1 for PA,chem n BIO.
all of the paper 2 are all screwed up.
oh yea, for the record. i screwed up my PA graph.
ARGHHHHHH
why why why did i chose ques 8 instead of ques 7.
if only i'd understand ques7 well to hv bloody figure out tht its act PAI BERTINGKAT
and if only i'd chosen to draw a freaking PAI instead of a GRAF GABUNGAN.
T.T
if only...i'm hoping to score for my paper1 now.
so imma start studying the thick orange text.(damn boring ok)
wat to do? why was i so stupid?

btw,i'm heading for the saloon after stpm
need a brand new hair cut.
but i stil havent decide if i'm keeping it short or long
i'm gona straighten it again. =)

till then,
here's 2 pics taken just now
at the fav corner of my room (my door)

be back soon.
toodles

run baby run,dont ever look back

tomorrow is the day,
the start of STPM.
the day all of my hardwork comes in handy.(i hope)
special thanks to all of the wishes from u guys..
the SMSes, the MSGs on cbox and msn.
i too pray hard for myself.
"run baby run,dont ever look back"
its all bout going ahead and never looking back.
what's done's done.
i noe i'm not supposed to be here blogging.
i shud be either studying or sleeping nw.
well,since my dad's really chasing me off to my bed now
i think i hv no choice but to sleep.
yes,i'm gona close the book and rest well.

good luck too all,and
wish me luck =)


will be back soon!


note to self: dont pAnic!

i miss school

i fell sick
t.t

love bug

I'M CURRENTLY IN LOVE WITH

JOE Jonas! and also tai kin leong la..LOL
but of coz i'm not as obssessed as Tsing is with the Andy thingy la..=D
he's so cute

check out this new video from the Jonas Brother







love it so much! they're juz so so cute ><
my fav would be Joe Jonas.
din really like them tht much b4.
i thought they're juz those regular boy band with cute looks and sucky songs
but i was so wrong.they're really good.
not only they're drop dead good-looking,they're talented and write really good songs too!
~yum yum~haha!

anyway..i hv to go now..shit..i hv yet to finish tsing's tag and also the butterfly award thingy.
once again,i'd like to thank Steph for nominating me=)

tht's all for now.
buhbye

i'm missing out on everything!

life's just so miserable these days
i received a call from mua besties this morning.
they were so nice.miss them so much
it wasnt till then that i realised that i hv not seen them for like 3 months?
gosh..3months is damn long weih.
anyways, we had this group study goin on.
so good so far. =)
i'm doin my best for stpm..
*fingers crossed*

i miss my cousins too..
but its ok coz i'm goin back to sabah again this coming CNY!
lol..
mum hv been making plans for our trip
she said we're goin sandakan,National Park n etc..
cant wait=)
i was looking thru Sophie's Mount Kinabalu climb pics on facebook
i so wana climb too!!!!

okok...
gtg now..
be bac soon=)

apology

hey guys,
i'm terribly sorry for not updating my blog lately
as u noe,
STPM's less than a month away
n i'm seriously having "exam-trauma" now
dont worry i'll be fine
just stay tuned for my stories
i will blog whenever i can afford to
plz dont giv up on me and abandon me juz yet

I WILL BE BACK!!!!!!!

til then,
here's few songs i'm currently hooked on:

1) Jonas Brother- 'Love Bug'
2) The Script-'The Man who can be moved'
3) James Morrison-' U make it real'
4) Various Artists- 'Just stand up'

FYI,3 of the above are in my playlist at the right side of the page
go listen k =)

alrite,
time to ciao
take care!!!!!!


p.s: Tsing,i'll finish ur tag asap k..hehe

how i ALMOST strangled myself

c this pile of papers? T.T

i'm still alive..
thank god
u see, for the past 12months
i never realised my bro had these bunch of notes n books
i knew he was a form six student before
but little did i know that he stil kept these damn useful books in a box
i didnt realise till the other night when i was looking for my old SPM books n notes for sis..
i was screaming like a mad person when i found 'em
i was happy n sad..
ahhhhhhhh

best of all,he hv this 80 bux
international edition BIO reference
that u can get in our sch library
WTH?

with clearer diagrams like this:

the immunity diagram

the MATH T Q&A

and a few trials papers from other states,
one of them is this:

want a closer look?

its the Chung Ling's!
n all of u must've known how brilliant tht sch is
HAR HAR

and others too

so now u tell me,
whyyyyyy didnt i found them earlier T.T
its okay,i still hv a month+ to get a good use of them =)


till then,
i wana kill my bro! (jk)

taylor swift's brand new song

"Love Story"

SWEET=)

decide for me!

here,
two pics
pick one





=)

both are taken at the same place
but not exactly the same angle
and obviously at different time
still,they're me.
c'mon..comments comments!!
thank y'all


so gonna party hard this fri nite
li fang's farewell cum trial's celebration cum gathering



p.s: TRIAL'S OVERRRR!

dee dee dum

okay,i'm slightly behind Tsing..i've got 4 wrong answers for my Chem Paper1
lolz..damn cheating la..but i'm gona pass zee paper anyway(i hope) whee!
this is gona be a short post since exam's still on..
i'm juz gona take a short break after all those sleepless nites
and resume studying tmr..right..i stil hv two papers!!
i was stil thinking bout whether to keep my hair short or leave it long
okay, i seriously need some comments..coz i dun reli noe which suites me..
the short hair makes me look lil younger but lil kiddy..
n the long one makes me look a lil mature but i feel secured with long hairs.WTH
n no i'm not saying tht it's a weapon-like kinda secureness..
its juz..i feel i'm not tht "exposed" with long hairs covering half of my shoulder ya noe..
lol..wth im talking bout.so anyways,keep ur suggestions on,i need 'em
oh yea,totally missed out on Trials.
so as most of them say, Trials r meant to be hard =.=
is tht so? oh well,i do think so...i totally screwed up Math2
gahhhhhhh...y lah? felt like ripping my heart out after d test
of all d subjects, Math is the paper tht i want to pass most.
simply bcuz its way way better than Chem and i love maths=)
so anyways,if trials r meant 2 b hard,it juz says tht
one's a** is so gona be kicked if he/she does not study real hard
for the final 2 months b4 stpm..T.T
now i dun wan my a** kicked so i'm saying this to myself for the 10000000 times,
STUDY LIKE U NEVER DID BEFORE!!!!

alrite,
time to ciao
till then, good nite and hv a great weekend=)

high on caffeine

it's 12.35am now

BUT i'm fully awake
thx to my granny's KopiKao all the way from KK,Sabah
lol..damn kao till i'm able to sit still and study without falling asleep.
this is definitely a good news to me and TY (u noe u want the KOPI)
since i cant really stand staying awake after 12am.
which is why sometimes i hate myself so much coz
while most of my frens r staying up real late to study,
i'm in bed dreaming my night away. T.T
wheee,finally i've found the amazing Kopi Kau.its way more efficient
than the usual Nescafe since it keeps someone as panda-ish as me awake!

this is how i look after 12am


with the super Kopi Kau,

i can now dance and study at the same time! xD

wth

alrite
better get back to study now
toodles

we will never be 18 again

just yesterday when i was bz stalking ppl on frenster,
i came across one of my fren's display pic.
she was in those lovely bridal dresses.
i thought she was juz attending some wedding occasions
since i noe her well enuff..n she cant be getting married at this age.
however,as i was viewing her pics..
i found out tht
SHE'S GETTING MARRIED!
wth..u noe wat,SHE'S JUZ 19 YRS OLD.
i knew her since last year when i was working in Station One.
she's juz like me.ordinary gal.juz finished spm.
i did knew she had a bf who's 8yrs older than we are.
so when i actually found out that she is getting married,
i was stunned..real stunned
whoa..teenagers these days r really out of their mind huh?
well of coz these cases r not rare..n it does happen anywhere around the world.
but seeing one of my frens getting married at this age is so not OK.
hmm..u've guessed it actually..i do not know if its real
but most of her comments in Frenster actually stated that she got pregnant.
either she n her bf love each other so much tht they decided to hv sex without
precaution so that they can get married n hv babies at the same time..
or she was plain cheated by her bf,got pregnant n had no choice but 2 marry him.
gahhhhh..i do not want to know..
she juz doesnt seem that kind of person who gets married that early to me.
i was dissapointed actually,to be honest =(
oh well,since i'm not her. i wish her all the best n most of all,to be happy.
no matter wat decision's made,i hope for her to be happy always.
n to those out there who's already in a relationship,though we will never be 18 ever again
n sometimes curiosity may overshadow cautionary.
but do think twice before u do anything silly to yourself
simply because SEX and LOVE is a total different thingy

alrighty,
imma get back to study now.lol
be back soon =)

nothing much.....

holiday,holiday,holiday

time to study! =(


sory 4 the lack of updates lately
been bz n out of blogging mood
i'll come bac soon aight? =D

worst day of my life..

okay..
today is really the worst day of my life
i almost got dehydrated juz bcuz i cried twice in school
T.T
i was in really good mood in the morning
thinking bout having to play for the interclass volleyball match
just 2 let u noe,6a3 kena kantoi for like twice.
we missed the badminton n basketball match.
so 2day,win or lose..
we'd still play even though none of the girls in our class
actually play volleyball
however,i must've got up at the wrong side of the bed.
Pameran Day just ended yday.Thank God!
and i was so relieved..i can finally concentrate on my studies
seeing tht i'm seriously far behind almost every1 in my class
Pn Wong was looking for me during WOB's class.
obviously i cant juz walk out of the class..
i'll so gona get scolded..
n so i waited till math period was over
and i looked for pn wong
here's the news:
CHOIR WAS ASKED TO PERFORM NEXT MONDAY
i was like..
wth?
didnt i had enuff already?
didnt we all had enuff already??
gosh..i was ok actually
i asked if we can juz reject this offer
coz i was seriously not in the mood to stay back everyday this week
juz so we can perform something up to standard next monday
helo,we hv only 3days left till next monday
n we're told to perform the songs we sang for the intersch choir competition
tht was like 4months ago la !
how am i supposed 2 call up all the members
and ask them 2 stay back AGAIN

after that,
i went back to class
talked 2 TY
n i dunno wat went wrong,
i broke down n cried.............
yes,during Pn Lim's class..i was sobbing
n i sobbed my 2 period away
i was really stressed
n i was sorry to shut bee out
i cant even handle my own emotions,
how am i supposed to cry into his arm in class?
i needed him tht time..
he was trying to talk 2 me when he noticed sth was wrong
but i ignored him instead
n he thought i was being mad=(
gahhhhhhhhh
i hate it everytime when i do tht

so anyway,
the problem was settled
i talked to pn wong after recess
n she agreed to reject the offer
she was tired too afterall
all of us needed a break.

okay,so after that
i was feeling alot better.
but then..after sch.
the major drama happened.
before it was our turn 2 play,
6 of us decided to practise near the hall
coz most of us havent really played since long ago
n then..sigh
i was so into catching the ball,
i dint noticed i was standing near the Squared drain.
the next thing u noe,
shirley dissapeared out of a sudden.
she fell into a drain
mind u,
it didnt hurt tht much.
i had no serious injuries.
but i kinda sprained my ankle.
n it hurts.
oh yea,i almost missed the crying part.
i did cried,in the drain
but it wasnt bcuz of the pain i felt
its bcuz of the shock tht hit me
AND..the stinky dirty smelly oily drain water
EEEEEEEEEEEEE
i almost felt like puking right in the drain
but then i realised i had to get the hell outta tht stupid squared drain
ish
thanks to the counselor,
i had slippers to wear
thanks to TY,
my bruises r protected from germs
thanks to bee,
i got out of the drain
but thanks to the drain,
i had to miss illegal tuition
=(

laugh urself away
i noe i was the joke of the day
but hey,
after the incident..
i actually played for our class!
hahaha
r u not impressed with my semangat kesukanan?
=D

here's two pics of my nasty bruises n scars:


here's one on my thigh

and another one on my hand

oh yea,
i'll blog about pameran soon
wait till i get pics from TY

and nuuuuuuuu
chem test tmr
die.com


p.s:I'M STILL ALIVE

whee whoo

yay~
finally, i achieved something higher than expected!
i got a BAND 5 for my muet test!!
that means i can save 60bux
coz i dont have to retake the year end paper =)

btw, after racing against time for 3days.
i finished reading 'My Sister's Keeper'.
i had to rush like hell coz TY was supposed to return the book on Tuesday
so last weekend,i was left wif 200+ pages for just 2days!
mind you,i'm a slow reader >< the story was excellent! rated 9 out of 10

anyways,
thts bout all..
stil more to come=)

10 days later..

10 days later..im feeling unwell
i'm really worried
about my life and my studies
y am i such a lazy bum?
when everyone seems to be studying like hell at this very crucial moment,
i'm procrastinating,wasting my time away daydreaming
when i cud've studies for the weekend from sunrise til sunset..i did not
i was barely in the mood to read up BIO notes and to work on my sucky physical chem
can someone plz juz motivate me? i seriously am in need of help =(
is it so hard to do what we want?
n why do human beings get bored easily doing the same old thing and they start to lose the interest and crave for others instead?
i'm sure after stpm when i'm busy working while waiting for the results,i'll surely miss how i studied like a mad person for this 1 and a half year..
but right now,i just feel like doing anything but studying ><
and i dont know wth is wrong with me..plz juz let me noe if im being a total control freak=(

help help help T.T

p.s: i am really worried about Music Club's per4mance on Hari Pameran

sometimes,i wished i didnt exist

i am not an animal killer

dear readers,
be hold..
u might not wana read this
..........

two lovely rats trapped in the cage

may they rest in peace

oh no,dont think so.the suffer begins

skin slit off T.T

naked rat ><

ewwwww

floating in formalin

few rats

lotsa rats *mine's the one wif the orange stomach=)

me wif the rat

tadaa~

PARTNERS IN CRIME:

me and chih

lai mun n steph

sophie n michelle

so,thats basically what bio students were doing last monday.
it was really fun=)

here's sum of the gifts i got from my frens:

from kah mun who's leaving to Canada this sunday

from redang

from bee=)

from paris by chih



last but not least,
a pic of me wif one of my besties.Xin



gotta run,
buhbye!

17weeks more T.T